What's up with the self-rightousness dirty girls here?

Today I am just making this whole place wrong, wrong, wrong! I really no longer want to be here.
I am so over the righteousness of the dirty girls here. There is a retreat going on here for caregivers of the dying, and I have never seen such FUNKY, DIRTY, NASTY TOES! Why is it women deny themselves the simplest things in life like good hygiene. I do not understand how one can care for anyone if one's personal hygiene is funk!
Plus there is this covert make wrong of any one that has money...like one girl said " I don't like the culture of Santa Fe, all the money..."
What the f&*^ is wrong with money. Not like it is my god or anything but I like money, I like having money, I love the thought of having more money than I could ever spend in a lifetime...cause then I could really make a difference in the world...plus buy whatever my little glittery heart desired. What is so WRONG with that?
In addition, I had work practice with a gay Buddhist priest ( translation shaved head) and a woman that has had a breast removed and passed on reconstruction. She said to me "Oh your the hair lady" and I said yes...the conversation then progressed to how she lost her hair during chemo and could not understand why women are so attached. She is not even attached to her breasts as she is not defined by them.
I kept my mouth shut....
WHATEVER! I feel for any woman that has to loose either her hair or her breast.....I get the attachment.
This woman actually lead groups for newly diagnosed breast cancer patients. No friggin' wonder I have never gone to a group like that.
God help me... time can't fly fast enough for me.

deep in the mud,
lotus girl